Sunday 10 March 2024

How I started down the pathway to becoming an interracial cuckold: Jo C

Below is the re-publication of my FIRST EVER blog post - from when I started The Goddess Worshipping Blog in 2015...

I'm a white guy who is an interracial obsessive - so much so that I no longer look at ANY adult material that isn't interracial, I no longer see a beautiful white woman walking down the street without wondering what she might look like in the embrace of a powerful Black man - and I created this blog to muse on both those subjects.

Like so many white guys, I first got into the interracial thing via a direct personal experience that, at the time, I really struggled to deal with, understand and make sense of. Now, with perspective and hindsight, I understand the immense influence it had over me.

I was dating a stunning white girl called Jo. Jo had been a model as a teenager. Now, in her early 20s, she was working for a PR company in Victoria, South London. We met at a party thrown by a mutual friend, Fiona, who also worked in PR. As soon as I saw Jo I fell madly in love with her – she was stunning!

Jo was tall and model-like – about 5 foot 10, with a cascade of long flowing brown hair and the biggest bright blue eyes. 

She had the most beautiful face and amazing translucent skin – but best of all were her long long legs – the best legs I’d ever seen in fact, so perfectly shaped and so silky smooth to the touch!

Yet the strange thing was that it seemed that Jo didn't understand just how gorgeous she was - she had a charming innocence about her. I fell for her totally.

It was summer in London - and Jo and I began dating. She invited me to the apartment she shared with a girlfriend in Willesden, North London. 

It was then that I met her flat mate – an attractive, sexy, blonde, quite different to Jo in look and character, who, I soon discovered, was dating a big, dark-skinned, older Black guy in his 30s.

It soon became clear that this girl had a real thing for the company of Black guys – and to my surprise I found that every time I went round to their flat the boyfriend was hanging out there – sometimes with his friends, all of whom were also big Black guys. 

I found this a little difficult – partly because I felt "outnumbered" and out of place, mainly because Jo was so outstandingly and eye-catchingly beautiful and these guys always had their eyes on her and I felt they were always trying to chat her up. It was my first taste of disempowerment.

Knowing Jo, realistically, she probably didn't even notice - she always greeted everyone openly and with a big smile. Perhaps I was a little paranoid, but looking back I think I was just struggling to deal with a situation I had simply never faced before moving to the UK capital.

I remember one sunny Sunday afternoon that summer sitting in the front room with Jo and her room-mate and three of these big Black guys. There was an atmosphere - and I felt out of place and not at ease.

Then, quite innocently, Jo got up to put a DVD in the player. She was wearing a short, light, silky mini-dress which rode right up – revealing as she bent over more and more of her bare and beautiful long model's legs, right to the very top.

I genuinely believe that Jo was unaware of it – as she always was - but it was the sexiest thing I had ever seen – the smooth milky white curve of the back of her long thigh, and the silky material of her skirt raised up to just cover her perfect bottom - and as I looked out of the corner of my eye, I could see all three of the Black guys taking in the view, looking at her legs and bottom raised in the air and then looking at each other and grinning wide smiles. 

I felt so threatened - but what on earth could I say in that situation?

The other problem emerged over a series of Friday and Saturday nights when I stayed over with Jo. Making love to her was an absolutely sublime experience - with her long, lithe, smooth body like a tall glass of water underneath me or above me - those long legs and her remarkable puffy-pink nipples, saucer-wide and super sensitive. I did my best to "be a man" and satisfy her.

At night, we were often interrupted by her room-mate, who would be indulging in very long and very loud sex sessions with her Black boyfriend. They would go on for hours and she was so noisy it seemed like the whole house was trembling. 

Jo seemed to be used to this - she would lie next to me and smile about it – even fall asleep - but I couldn’t ignore it and would lie awake listening to it and imagining what was going down in the room along the corridor. Lord knows what the neighbours must have thought!

There were a couple of weekends when I met up with Jo in central London for afternoon drinks - and one occasion is seared into my memory. I still think about it now. 

I was due to meet Jo at the Windsor Castle Pub in Notting Hill. Anyone know it? It was mid-summer and there were tables set out front - and as I walked up the street I could see a group sat at one of these tables. There was Jo and her flat mate - and at least six big Black guys sat at the table with them. 

As always, Jo was looking gorgeous, relaxed and at ease, laughing as she talked with this group of Black guys, any of whom I knew would not hesitate to make a move if the moment was right. I joined them at the table, feeling completely outnumbered and out of place.

My time with Jo that summer was brief.

The final straw came one evening when she asked me to meet her at a basement nightclub on the Charing Cross Road in central London. All she told me was that a friend of her room-mates boyfriend was DJ-ing. I had some idea what to expect and so I was very nervous about this - but the truth was I would have done anything to make Jo happy. 

When I arrived and descended the stairs into the basement club, it was even worse than I had thought. I was virtually the only white guy in the entire club.

The room was pumping r' n' b. And it was full of the most stunningly beautiful white girls all surrounded by big Black guys. This wasn't the first time - or the last - that I would find myself in a club like this in London, and I suppose moving to the capital, my eyes were opening to the scene that was evolving in the London clubs where the Black guys were creating their own scene and really dominating the nightlife - and the most beautiful white girls were flocking to the scene and providing the decoration.

As I scanned the place, it seemed like every girl my eyes fell upon was more beautiful than the last, like some sort of underground modelling convention. Then I saw Jo at the bar. I just stopped and stared. It’s another sight seared into my memory that I will never ever forget.

Jo was stood facing the dance floor. Either side of her stood two big, dark-skinned Black guys in designer clothing. 

Jo was looking absolutely stunning - wearing a cropped white t-shirt, tiny denim micro skirt that was more like an over-sized belt and knee-high black leather high heeled boots. Her long, creamy legs glistened in the lights from the dance floor.

Jo was talking to the two Black guys and laughing. There was no denying it - these guys were clearly trying to chat her up. And there, as I looked harder, one of the guys had a muscular arm circling gradually around Jo's waist, his dark skin contrasting the smooth pale skin of her smooth, exposed, perfect midriff.

I can't begin to explain the wave of emotions I felt in that moment - anger, jealousy, fear and yes, I confess, I was strangely turned on. This was entirely new. These emotions were all completely overwhelming and being unable to process or cope with them, I pulled myself out of my trance, turned...and fled. 

As I did so, I had to go back around the dance floor and once again take in just how many beautiful white girls there were in this nightclub full of Black guys, all of them seemingly more sexually open and at ease than I had observed in any white club.

On my way out of the club I passed one of the most gorgeous blondes I’ve ever seen in the arms of a big Black guy locked in a passionate kiss. She was the last searing image I have of that night.

After that night, honestly, I never saw Jo again. There were a few text messages, but that was it - I was shut down and shut out. What a fuck up I'd made of it.

Ever since I have wondered about Jo and where she is now, still bewitched by her extraordinary unforgettable beauty. Jo - and the personal evolution that I went through during our short time together - is still completely dominant in my fantasies, right up to the present day. 


Jo hanging out at my apartment

Saturday 17 February 2024

UPDATE: Goddess Worshipper and Venus Cuckoldress

Hi Everyone!

Letting you know that I will also be blogging for Queen Venus Cuckoldress - you can find my NEW blog for her here:

https://www.venuscuckoldress.com/blog

My aim is to expand my profile and continue to create positive and thoughtful female-friendly blogging about the lifestyle from my point of view as a modern, evolved, Goddess Worshipper - focusing on interracial, cuckolding, glamour, voyeurism, tease and denial.

Please be sure to check out my blog for Venus...



Tuesday 21 March 2023

Goddess worshipping: Toni

This mind-blowingly gorgeous goddess - Toni - is an entrepreneur, business owner and digital creator who is not only a total BOSS - she's also got a high quality look that simps, cuckbois and goddess worshippers go crazy for - I think you'll agree! 



Whilst she may be #toogoodforcuckbois, Toni has been snatched up by one lucky King. So while we look on in denied longing, this gorgeous couple are living their best life!



And so yet another goddess disappears into the sunset...


Sunday 15 January 2023

Goddess Worshipping: X3

I have just returned from my latest adventure - the X3 Expo - where I was lucky enough to meet some of the goddesses of adult art that I have been worshipping for a very long time! 

I came away with was a strong sense of how many Black Kings are getting into the business now - which is truly amazing to see. So many of the stallholders and producers were Black Kings, and I was particularly struck by how many of the girls were chaperoned by these alphas who are moving into the business and taking it into a whole new era. 

Probably the highlight of the trip for me was meeting the incredible Maitland Ward. Maitland is absolutely stunning in the flesh - a tall, statuesque beauty with dazzling blue eyes who exudes natural warmth and charisma in equal measure. 

I introduced myself and she recognised my name instantly and said "Oh I love your blog!" I couldn't quite believe my ears, so I asked her if she really was a reader or if she was just being kind. 

She replied that she absolutely is genuinely a fan and had found the blog via my Twitter page and my regular comments of support on her posts. Worship pays dividends!

I told her that she had revolutionised the world of adult art, particularly interracial, and that I loved her scenes for BLACKED, which showcase her fantastic acting. She seemed genuinely thrilled. 

Standing with her watching her take to the stage to be interviewed was truly a proud moment...


I was also lucky enough to meet Angela White, Kendra Sunderland and get a second meeting with the lovely Kenzie Anne!

Angela is an absolute phenomenon. Meeting her for real for the first time, I can easily understand why she is the most successful adult star in the business. She truly loves what she does...


She is lively, funny, intelligent and greets every fan with a big smile and a warmth that feels totally natural. 

Watching her pose for selfies with her adoring fans was truly an experience: as her magnificent, translucent 32G breasts strain to be free from her tight red dress, there is literally nowhere else to look!

Kendra Sunderland is taller than I expected, although she was wearing killer heels. I'd put her at around 5 foot 10. She was there with her best friend Kenzie Anne, who I have met before...


Kendra's body is curvy, her skin is soft and flawless, her legs are killer and her beautiful breasts looked so fabulous, hanging loose under her silk dress. 

Kendra's vibe is a little more laidback, but she did laugh when I told her how obsessed I am with her Jamaica flag heart tattoo on her back, which she actually allowed me to touch! I told her "You have made me one very happy whiteboi!" and she laughed.


Next year, I have to get myself to AVN to see if I can meet these goddesses once again and see if they've become readers of my blog!

Sunday 8 January 2023

Goddess Worshipping: Arabella

If you follow me on Twitter (@wokewhtknight), you'll know that I am a total wide-eyed and breathless fanboy of gorgeously unobtainable British model, socialite and influencer Arabella Chi.

Arabella shot to fame in the UK by breaking hearts on the TV show Love Island, a show which has done almost as much for the promotion of interracial as BLACKED.

In a previous posting, I detailed Arabella's arrival on the island, which the show's producers milked for all it was worth, with slow motion shots of the stunning, 5 foot 11 blonde walking into the villa wearing nothing more than a bikini and high heels, the cameras panning up and down her endlessly long, tanned legs while both male and female contestants looked on in absolute awe.

Well, the latest development in the story of this wealthy British socialite is sending worshippers like me into a cock-twitching, heart-hammering frenzy. 

Arabella has been snapped leaving IT, the swanky celebrity hangout in Mayfair, adorned in shiny black leather, hand in hand with this powerful fella - allegedly her new man.




This is one lucky fella - a man who clearly moves in the right circles and knows how to bag a tally, leggy beauty like Arabella who is used to the VIP lifestyle and way beyond the reach of us mere mortals! 

While we of the denied cuckboy lifestyle can gaze upon Arabella's beauty from afar, this King is getting all 5 foot 11 of this blonde upper class beauty with the perfect rear and the silky golden smooth skin that I am so completely obsessed by...






Finally, a special treat for my treasured readers: a celebration of the unobtainable beauty of Miss Arabella - Brit babe goddess. 

My ask is that you watch each clip - and then watch them again - drinking in every perfect detail. 

Let each clip inspire in you the deep bitter sweet interracial fantasies of the kind that only us cuckboys can dream up! Let me know what you think in the comments below! 




Name: Arabella Chi
Born: 1990
From: London, UK
Ethnicity: white
Height: 5 ft 11
Hair: Blonde
Eyes: Grey blue 
Stats: 34 - 26 - 36


Saturday 7 January 2023

Goddess Worshipping: Alexis

If there is one girl who fuels my interracial fantasies it is Alexis Clark, the 5 ft 11 blonde goddess from Miami. 

Alexis is a model and influencer who blends those gorgeous blonde-haired, blue-eyed, model looks with an urban hip hop style, inspired by a possible boyfriend...?





Whoever he is, he's one lucky guy - getting to date the kind of goddess that high school boys cry themselves to sleep over! Just check out that smooth skin and that #whitegirlsevolving figure...





If you get off on being #denied, I suggest you be denied by Alexis. #lookbutdonttouch



Name: Alexis Clark
From: Miami, Florida
Height: 5 ft 11
Hair: blonde
Eyes: blue
Stats: 34C - 24 - 35
Piercings: yes

Sunday 20 November 2022

BLACKED: Maitland - this time it's RAW

World famous Hollywood actress Maitland Ward continues to push the IR boundaries - she has just made her BLACKED RAW debut in style - by taking on FOUR hungry Black Kings in one scene! 

The scene looks promising: Maitland is staying alone at a hotel and calls her husband back home to say goodnight.

Unbeknownst to her, a group of four rowdy Black guys are partying hard in the room next door...

Maitland is left with two choices - ignore all the noise and try and sleep...or investigate. 


This being a porn scene, sleeping is not an option! Maitland gets dressed up - and looking next level sensational, heads to the room next door to investigate...

Needless to say, the four Black guys are more than impressed by their late night caller,,,as you can see by those facial expressions...

What comes next is intense, four on one, interracial sex that really takes it to the next level...as these Black alphas decide to take control and give Maitland a thorough workout...

What I like about this scene is the raw intensity of it. The way these Black alphas lay claim to Maitland and put her through such an intense session is a vivid example of what makes Black male / white female interracial so powerful. 

These Black Kings take - they don't ask - and this is what goes right to the very core of white female sexual fantasy. Put it this way - poor hubby at home is not enjoying this kind of abandoned intensity! 

The scene is also intensified by the fact that Maitland takes anal. These cocks are BIG - and it's fascinating to see the ease with which her ass is stretched out to accommodate them. Those are four lucky guys up there! 

BLACKED has already done so much to popularize interracial adult art - and I'm convinced it's made interracial one of the main - if not THE main fantasy - for millions of white women (and white men!) 

Scenes like this go a long way towards influencing sexual fantasies and hopefully turning more and more white women on to the sheer intensity of interracial! 


How I started down the pathway to becoming an interracial cuckold: Jo C

Below is the re-publication of my FIRST EVER blog post - from when I started The Goddess Worshipping Blog in 2015... I'm a white guy who...