As you know, this blog is a total labour of love. I get nothing out of it financially. All it does is allow me a platform to express my erotic musings about the incredibly exciting and fast-changing world we are living in. I wish I had the time to post more content and more frequently.
As we start the new decade, I can't help reflecting on my own personal journey. Of when I moved to London and first saw, in really significant numbers, gorgeous white women partnering with Black men. Of the emotional journey that I went through, a young, jealous white boy. That undeniable fascination mixed with deep envy - and the resulting feelings of shame. It would be a long path to overcome it.
I remember the first IR porn I ever saw - the legendary trail-blazer Sean Michaels with Miss Sarah Louise Young, the gorgeously sexy, big-boobed British queen of 1990's Euro-XXX. I remember the early IR porn scenes that had such a profound effect on me - like seeing Black super-stud Justin Slayer giving long-legged Czech blonde model Jane Darling the most intense sexing of her life!
I was instantly hooked, mesmerized by the eroticism of the colour contrast, the intensity of the sex - and how naturally stunning they looked together - a Black alpha male with a gorgeous white female.
I was instantly addicted, becoming a voracious consumer of IR at home. I stopped watching any other kind of porn. And, in my everyday life, I was looking everywhere for signs of the inevitable spread of IR. I didn't need to look far to find it. It was exploding all around me, online, in the media, and in the real world.
I was hooked. I couldn't see a beautiful white woman anywhere without imagining her with a powerful Black man. With every gorgeous girl I dated, I instantly developed secret and vivid fantasies of being cuckolded. I had always adored beautiful women, but now I started to worship them. I saw the glamour of white female / Black male interracial - and started to understand the intense eroticism of the tease and denial of the lifestyle. I replaced my insecurity and envy and happily resigned myself to the permanent and intense thrills of voyeurism, goddess worshipping and the cuck mindset.
In 2015, I started my blog. My platform to express how I felt, promote the lifestyle and hopefully find like minds. I soon realized I was far from alone.
At the same time, BLACKED came along and changed the game forever. The glamour of white female / Black male pairing that was taking off in music and the media, now saw it's adult reflection with a new brand that made interracial the most watched content on the internet, fuelling the fantasies of millions. It's growing stable of gorgeous, young, aspiring models has made it the modern-day Playboy, introducing the glamour of IR into the minds of milions of white girls and women - just as society was evolving to give them a new-found freedom and power - and render white guys like me increasingly side-lined.
So who am I, now? A godess worshipper? A supporter of female empowerment? A woke white boy? A voyeur? A cuck? Or all of the above? To be honest, I have stopped worrying about labels and I've rejected all those feelings of stress and guilt that so many people have about their innermost desires and fantasies.
This should be FUN! And now, for the first time, I can confess that my fantasies ALL revolve around interracial, glamour, tease, denial and being cuckolded - by my gorgeous girlfriend, or my hot (imaginary) "wife", or even my (strictly over eighteen) sassy daughter.
As I've said, the world is changing, and it's not waiting around for my approval, so I might as well jump on board and enjoy the ride! Here's to a new decade, that I predict will see IR continue to explode and dominate more and more.
Goddess Worshipper, Jan 1, 2020
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Your evolution reflects the experiences of lots of contemporary white bois I would say. It is mostly an inevitable path once exposed to addictive IR porn. You expect to commit to being a pussy-free boi this year?
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There's plenty of us and the number is growing. Yes i am now pretty much fully pussy-free, having been a stud (in my own mind!) back in the day!
DeleteThis is the world that our parents and grandparents made. Every time we white bois admire white women who go black, we honor the world war 2 veterans who fought against fascism in order to make Multiculturalism flourish and in turn, allow white women to choose to be with black men instead of white men.
ReplyDeleteSo what we are doing is right, because we support the veterans.
Ha that's some great reasoning! Thank you!
DeleteLove this article! What amazes and excites me is how much true growth the IR scene has seen in recent years. So many hot white female celebrities are dating black men exclusively, young white girls are more willing than ever to taste the pleasures of interracial love, and I'm seeing more and more cuck couples on Twitter with each passing year. Look over a lot of the IR hotwife accounts on Twitter - so many of them opened within the past year alone. The IR Cuckold scene is simply EXPLODING! So much to look forward to this year.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your kind words! Agree with every word of your post!
DeleteBravo, white girls going black is an incredible development, decades in the making, sit back and enjoy the show...hopefully they will let us watch.
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