Cuck thoughts: The London Scene

Having lived in London for 15 years, I think I can safely say that I have been to every club worth going to - but the ones I most enjoy as a girl worshipper are the elite clubs with the VIP areas and the R'n'B vibes. Quite simply, these are the domains of the big Black guys and they are always teeming with stunning, tall, model-esque white girls. If you're visiting London I can give you a list.

The culture of these clubs is different from others. As a white guy, it can be a bit intimidating when you first set foot inside them. I remember when I first moved to London and had started dating a beautiful PR girl called Joanne, she took me to one of these clubs to meet up with her friends (I tell the full story earlier on this blog) and I just couldn't believe how amazing the girls were; I found it almost impossible to relax and just enjoy the environment. In fact, I had to leave.

The whole vibe in these clubs is for the white girls to look as hot as they can, encouraged by their Black male partners - with perfect long hair, very short skirts and expensive make-up. You just know any one of these goddess girls would be the fuck of the century - if only you could afford her!

In London, the well-connected Black male stud, and the stunning “Essex” girl, are the height of sexual vogue right now. They are accessories to each other - the Black guys want the stunning white girl on their arm - and the white girls all want the big Black guy who can get them in to all the best and most exclusive London nightclubs.

The girls are confident with their sexuality, and not in any way false or embarrassed about their attractions as previous generations of white women may have been. The girls think “I’m stunning and I love sex, so I’m going out to get the ultimate fuck, and the ultimate fuck is a Black guy”. For the Black guys, it’s a way of demonstrating their status - and that they're the ones now getting to fuck the most sexually desirable women in society.

I was in a new club in Farringdon on Friday night, watching some amazing 6 foot girls – perfect exposed flat stomachs, navel piercings, big tits, perfect hair and long, waxed legs. They were all really insular in a huddle, until a group of big Black guys entered … Then they were straight into the middle of the dance floor, preening and showing off. 

Cuck sighting: the casting

I've just got home from another Saturday night out in London and boy do I have a great sighting for you!

But this one has got a bit of history to it - so I'm going to start at the beginning, which takes us back to last summer, when I was invited along to a new talent casting call for my good friend J's (name witheld) modelling agency. This was held at the Mermaid Theatre in East London on a sunny Saturday in July and I guess there must have been about one hundred girls show up.

Castings for new talent are pretty straightforward - the agents can tell immediately which girls will get work - but they'll ask all the girls to do a couple of walks across the stage to get an idea of who's got what it takes to model and who hasn't.

Obviously I love getting invited along to these castings as you get to sit and watch these beautiful girls strut their stuff - not a bad way to spend an afternoon!

There were several girls who caught my eye - one of which I'd like to tell you guys about in a separate entry. The girl I want to tell you about here was called Ana and she was a Danish girl who had only just moved to London.

Ana caught my eye immediately due to her height and incredible looks. I would guess Ana is around 5 foot 11 or 6 ft in bare feet - one tall Nordic goddess! She had long, flowing, light blonde hair and big blue eyes.

Apart from an extraordinarily beautiful face - Ana had the most incredible body! She turned up to the theatre wearing a tight-fitting black crop-top, a very short pleated white silk mini-skirt, and black high heels. I guessed she must have been European - something about the particular daring style of her dress suggested it - but she looked incredible and I really got turned on by the realisation that this tall, blonde goddess must have travelled across London to get to the casting dressed in such an incredibly sexy way! (I'll confess I did wonder how many Black guys might have caught a glimpse of her on her journey!)

Ana had the most amazing long legs - toned and tanned - and while she was a tall and slender girl - her silky-smooth thighs had that very slight thickness to them which just looks so incredibly sexy - especially with her long legs stretched out in those high heels. This was one goddess you just couldn't take your eyes off!

I pointed her out to my friend J - and needless to say he had marked Ana out already. Before the castings start its usual for J to go and speak to the girls that he thinks have potential - so I got to join him as he went to speak to Ana.

Ana had a very thick Danish accent and after we introdued ourselves she told us that she had only been living in London for a month and that she was 19 years old. She had done some modelling at home in Denmark and she was keen to get into modelling in the UK. J asked Ana some more necessary questions while I just quietly drunk in the sight of the blonde amazon stood before me with the amazing long smooth legs. She was making a big impression on me!

The casting was a delight to watch - as each girl was asked to parade across the stage while J and the other agents made notes and I just sat there delightedly drinking in the whole sight. It was a real pleasure to study Ana as she moved across the stage in those high heels and that tiny little white skirt - her long legs just to toned and beautiful as she moved like a supermodel.

After the casting I went for a drink with J to talk through the afternoon and he seemed very positive about Ana's chances of getting modelling work in London.

For those of you who have stuck with me this long, the rest of this little true story took place on Saturday. I was out with some friends in a very well-known and smart bar in the centre of London when my eye was caught by a very tall blonde girl walking through the bar. I could only see the girl from behind - so all I knew at this stage was that she was very tall, and wearing nothing but a stunning short black cocktail dress and a pair of black high heel shoes. I gazed at the long, flowing blonde hair and the smooth creamy skin of those long, long legs as she walked.

Then this mystery girl reached the bar and turned round - and instantly I recognised the girl I had been staring at. It was Ana from the casting almost a year ago! She hadn't changed at all - she was still stunningly beautiful - just perhaps very slightly slimmer - a sure-fire sign that she had been successful in her attempts to get into modelling.

She picked up a drink from the bar and headed back across the bar towards me. I couldn't take my eyes of that incredible face and those long legs as she walked past. I turned in my seat so I could follow her with my eyes - and then it happened.

She had returned to a table where a small group were sat having a drink - two Black girls, three Black guys - and Ana. She sat down next to one of the Black guys and the two of them kissed on the lips.
The Black guy in question was a very tall, very dark skinned, muscular guy wearing very expensive designer clothes. He must have been around 6 foot 4 and he looked like a model. He had long dreadlocked hair and he was wearing designer sunglasses - I thought he looked like he was in his late 30s maybe early 40s.

Ana took her seat and this guy put his arm around her. The animated conversation of their group continued while I sat and watched, once again realising why I love London so much!

Cuck thoughts: "Sexualisation" in London

I was in Brixton last night with some friends and it struck me what a diverse, multi-ethnic part of London it is and what an exciting and thrilling atmosphere it has as a result.

There is a very large Black African / Caribbean community in Brixton that mostly creates the exciting atmosphere I refer to - and mixed within it there is a smaller largely professional white community. As a result, Brixton is a place where the interracial scene is thriving and very obvious everywhere you look.

As I walked around Brixton I was lucky enough to see quite a few interracial couples either in the bars or walking along together and by far the vast majority consisted of a Black male with a white female. Then later when I joined my friends in a bar just outside the market our table was opposite a table of three interracial couples in their mid-twenties. All four of the girls were white, very attractive, high quality girls and the guys were all Black and gave off a strong, proud, natural confidence.

As I watched them and thought about the couples I had seen earlier I realised something: that Black men have the ability to "sexualize" white women - that is they are naturally able to bring to the surface the latent sexuality of white women to a degree that the majority of white guys just aren't able to do. There is an inherent attraction of opposites between Black men and white women - and the strength and confidence of Black men, the directness of their approach, and their focus on the sexual, either implicit or explicit, is a perfect compliment to the natural femininity and social reserve of white women.

The above is my theory and you might not agree, but observing how white women who are with Black men look and behave, compared to white women who date white guys, backs my theory 100%. They look more sexual and more sexually attuned. They dress more sexily, often more overtly and often revealing more. Whether this is because they are encouraged to by their Black male partners - or because they adopt it as a result of being with a Black man - I don't know - but I am convinced my theory is correct.

All of the white girls I saw last night who were with Black guys had a glow about them - a "look" - of heightened sexuality. The clothes tell the story: the tops are tighter or more revealing, the skirts or shorts are smaller, the heels are higher. They look free and uninhibited. Like they don't care what people think. And when I look at the same-ethnicity couples - either both Black or both white - I do not see the same degree of electric connection.